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i feel at ease right now. it's a mixture of everyone i've talked to today. i cried a lot. but i feel really okay right now. and not like before when i thought i was okay but i really wasn't. i feel like i can breathe. i get to see jo(h)n tomorrow, which makes me happy. i'm getting coffee with amber on thursday which should be nice. she seems to be a lot like me only artistic and with a nicer smile. i have a lot to do tomorrow, but i'm praying this winter storm comes on and we don't have classes so i can trudge through the snow to the library and whatnot and just enjoy the snowbanks. i doubt it, but either way i'll enjoy the snowbanks. you are beautiful.