things I miss:
- watching the shining over and over again with roasty
- cuddling with kodi and bella in my tiny bed
- playing eyezmaze with josh until 5 in the morning
- taking walks at 3am with tyler and laying in snow banks and watching the snow fall.
- my medical sociology class.
- adam's hugs, even if he managed to almost break my face like 3 times
- leading random bible studies in west hall when i was in my greeks and the bible class
- duck duck goose in the lounge
- setting up tents in the study room with moose and play go fish with 5 people in a tent made for two.
- being able to curl my hair.
- forcing peter to go wading while he convinced me my house was on fire.
- falling head over heals in love with kids at the toy store
- juggling
- when my grandma berry would pull me aside and make me write out my christmas list for her
- painting my grandma's fingernails.
- playing frisbee golf in st ignace. actually, playing frisbee golf in the kite store, too.
- weeklong slumber parties with tyler
- talking to sean about iceland.
- lunches with peaches and loula, no matter how obnoxious peaches could be.
- getting in fights with deedee in the back of the van until we both lost our voices.
- camping in the haunted apple orchard with the chaney's, quinn, and my bbcakes jesse.
- getting piggy back rides everywhere.
- staying up all night, going to class, sleeping all day, then going to walmart for chewy candies with roasty.
- the smell of summer in the mornings at my house.
- when people used to hug me all the time.
I feel like I have to make a decision that I'm not ready to. I wish people would give me a straight answer. i want some chocolate. i hate that i can't control my emotions anymore. i hate that my car is lame and i have to walk to class, run to third street, run back to my other class, then walk home at 9 tonight. i hate that my feet are cold right now.
But I really like coffee and oatmeal. Nummy!
I'm not ready for this.