Sep 27, 2005 22:06
As my memory rests.
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.
I'd like to start out this entry by pointing out a comment that Gary made here on November 14, 2004:
100 New Years Resolutions? I think you've got Aspergers or something.
I point this out because my mum said tonight that she thinks I have it (or had it when I was younger). And she wasn't joking.
Anyway, I wrote a whiny entry about how all the goodwill I had towards my job is pretty much over, and how I lead a very empty and sad existence, and how I'm a cunt, but I don't want anyone to know how I think.
(EDIT: None of this has to do with the Asperger's announcement, although I was really fucking annoyed by it. Even worst, she actually said, "It's not a bad thing," like I was gay or something. I really think sometimes she wants her son to be fucked up in the head. She's done an excellent job, too.)
All I can say is...fuck.
Fuck.