Your parents are fucking fuckwits, but they're fucking nice fuckwits. Don't fucking take anything they don't fucking give you. Hash is fucking okay, compared to this.
Why are you doing this desu? Why did we do what we did? Why does it feel like everything is ripping all to pieces and why do I still, still feel like there's a part of me that's only calm when I'm around you even when everything else hurts so much desu, even after everything desu?
Nothing is fucking fair. How the hell have you been around me this fucking long and not fucking learnt that? You think it's fucking fair that I have to fix everything at my place any way I can because we can't afford the fucking repairman? You think it's fucking fair that your parents haven't taught you the slightest little bit of some fucking self-preservation? You think it's fucking fair that you keep goddamn fucking torturing me with what I can't fucking have, because, fuck it all to hell, I'm not fucking cut out for this? You think it's fucking fair that there's nothing I can fucking eat for the next fucking week unless I steal it?
Akutsu-sempai. STOP IT DESU. Just. Just. That's enough desu and this isn't how it should be desu this isn't how it should be at all it wasn't supposed to I don't I don't I don't I don't how did it go so wrong desu?
Question is, fuckwit, is it fucking worth it? Am I fucking worth it? From where I'm sitting, I'm really fucking not, and I can fucking promise that with me, it'll get fucking worse.
I've been crying for three days desu. Mommy and Daddy are getting kind of worried desu.
But see the thing is. Okay. I have this teddy bear desu. You've seen it desu. Anyway I've had it for a really long time desu and I don't know what I'd do without it desu and if all of a sudden I lost it I would probably cry a lot desu. But I'd live.
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What the fuck, Taichi.
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What's the fucking question?
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It's so fucking funny, isn't it. So fucking, fucking funny.
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You think anything in life is ever fucking fair?
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And I don't fucking know how.
Question is, fuckwit, is it fucking worth it? Am I fucking worth it? From where I'm sitting, I'm really fucking not, and I can fucking promise that with me, it'll get fucking worse.
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But see the thing is. Okay. I have this teddy bear desu. You've seen it desu. Anyway I've had it for a really long time desu and I don't know what I'd do without it desu and if all of a sudden I lost it I would probably cry a lot desu. But I'd live.
Akutsu-sempai isn't a teddy bear desu.
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What a fucking mess.
Fuckwit.
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But you're worth it desu. All of it.
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Thanks, fuckwit.
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