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[bigbadakutsu]

Been so fucking distracted I fucking aced my fucking assignments. Fucking teachers doing their 'why didn't you fucking do that before' whiny shit.

Fucking joygasm. Fucking dealers know their shit.

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[akutsurocksdesu]

Akutsu-sempai, what--?

[bigbadakutsu]

What the fuck is it.

[akutsurocksdesu]

What you said desu. With the dealers desu.

[bigbadakutsu]

Your parents are fucking fuckwits, but they're fucking nice fuckwits. Don't fucking take anything they don't fucking give you. Hash is fucking okay, compared to this.

What the fuck, Taichi.

[akutsurocksdesu]

Why desu?

[bigbadakutsu]

Why the fucking fuck not. Why fucking everything.

What's the fucking question?

[akutsurocksdesu]

Why are you doing this desu? Why did we do what we did? Why does it feel like everything is ripping all to pieces and why do I still, still feel like there's a part of me that's only calm when I'm around you even when everything else hurts so much desu, even after everything desu?

[bigbadakutsu]

Because love is a fucking goddamn whiny filthy twat.

It's so fucking funny, isn't it. So fucking, fucking funny.

[akutsurocksdesu]

It's not fair desu. And it's not funny.

[bigbadakutsu]

Nothing is fucking fair. How the hell have you been around me this fucking long and not fucking learnt that? You think it's fucking fair that I have to fix everything at my place any way I can because we can't afford the fucking repairman? You think it's fucking fair that your parents haven't taught you the slightest little bit of some fucking self-preservation? You think it's fucking fair that you keep goddamn fucking torturing me with what I can't fucking have, because, fuck it all to hell, I'm not fucking cut out for this? You think it's fucking fair that there's nothing I can fucking eat for the next fucking week unless I steal it?

You think anything in life is ever fucking fair?

[akutsurocksdesu]

Akutsu-sempai. STOP IT DESU. Just. Just. That's enough desu and this isn't how it should be desu this isn't how it should be at all it wasn't supposed to I don't I don't I don't I don't how did it go so wrong desu?

[bigbadakutsu]

No. It isn't how it should fucking be.

And I don't fucking know how.

Question is, fuckwit, is it fucking worth it? Am I fucking worth it? From where I'm sitting, I'm really fucking not, and I can fucking promise that with me, it'll get fucking worse.

[akutsurocksdesu]

I've been crying for three days desu. Mommy and Daddy are getting kind of worried desu.

But see the thing is. Okay. I have this teddy bear desu. You've seen it desu. Anyway I've had it for a really long time desu and I don't know what I'd do without it desu and if all of a sudden I lost it I would probably cry a lot desu. But I'd live.

Akutsu-sempai isn't a teddy bear desu.

[bigbadakutsu]

You fuckwit. You fucking fuckwit.

What a fucking mess.

Fuckwit.

[akutsurocksdesu]

Akutsu-sempai. I'm really tired now desu. And I'm probably going to go cry some more desu.

But you're worth it desu. All of it.

[bigbadakutsu]

Wait. Fuck. Too fucking hot to sleep. I can get to that shitty little park near your house in five fucking minutes.

Thanks, fuckwit.