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[bigb4eva]

Well Well Well where do i began. I dont know. I have been doing all kind of things... Hanging out wit different people making new friends. But still Have tha old ones close to my heart. I had sooo much fun dis past weekend. We went to the movies like 3 times yea we love da movies. Jimmy and I are memebers of the regal crown club thing at united

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[marilynrae]

no, brandon, get it straight: i do not hate you. how could i hate you? you've been my friends for 11 years. i think nothing but good about you. yeah, you hurt my feelings all the time because you act like you never wanna do things with me. there is always some type of excuse, but you can spend all of the time in the world with anyone else, but ONLY if jimmy is with you. and no, i'm not jealous. and i don't not like jimmy. i don't have a problem at all with him. it's all you. you have been acting so weird lately, ask anyone. i'm not trying to bring amy or daniel into this, but you have been lieing to me a lot lately. i heard that you lied about why me and amy couldn't come over and come swimming. it's because jimmy doesn't like us? yeah, that's what i have been told. and.. daniel never said i was jealous. you told daniel i was jealous of you and jimmy. why would i be jealous? i am happy for you, seriously. i'm glad you have found someone that makes you happy, but i'm not glad that you think that just because you have jimmy you don't have to worry about hurting your other friends. i'm sorry if i made you feel like shit whenever i went off on you on the phone the other night, but i thought you should know how you have been making me feel. did it ever occur to you that i will be leaving soon? and it will be here sooner than you realize it. then you can just say "bye bye" to ever being able to spend time with me because it won't happen. i won't be here to do things with. i have been trying to do stuff every day with either sam, family, and friends because it's starting to hit me. and i have made plans with you 4 times in the past 2 weeks and NONE of it has fallen through because of your selfish ways. and yes, you're being very selfish. it's okay because you'll be the one drowning in your selfishness once i'm not here to talk to or hang out with. i don't need to take this shit from you. i'm not even going to try and make plans with you anymore. why should i? so i can get a call the day before to hear that you can't do anything because all of a sudden something came up? nope, i'm not doing it. that's bullshit, and i don't deserve that at all.