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i dunno if this weekend was more good or more bad. i kind of leveled itself off.
friday was supposed to be awesome. but no.. you see i have a problem.. i get my hopes up too much and then im let down. i was soooooo excited to sleep at shawns on friday because i didnt have to work on saturday. well, shawn was in a bad mood right off the bat cuz amanda kept calling him nonstop. you would think one would stop calling if that person u were calling never picked up the phone! but anyways.. i picked him up and we went to dinner at my moms. as soon as we left i found out that amanda showed up at his house!!!!
so.. since she didnt get to talk to him at all she dcided to keep on calling for the rest of the night. so that just put me in a horrible mood. we rented saw.. we watched it.. on seperate ends of his bed. then we wen right to sleep after that. i was so mad.
but i woke up in the morning to an omlete in bed :).. his mom is awesome. then i found out that when shawn turned his phone off last night she left 5 more txts.. wtf.
so my awesome part of the weekend was goin to davids house. hes awesome. my family LOVES shawn. which is super awesome. it put me in the best mood, my family approval is the most important to me! shawn played football with ron while i hung out with the women. then later on we all sat by the fire telling stories and drinkin :) i love bahama mamas.
i thought that because we had an awesome day this whole amanda thing would be behind us...but no. she was still callin him all day. so by the end of the night at his house i was really upset again. this time it was cuz of school and stress and amanda. i just let her get to me so bad. i kno that nuthin is happenin wit them, shes just bringin us down so bad. so i broke down and was cryin. i dont think i have ever felt so comforted b4. shawn was there for me soo much, it was amazing.hes so awesome.
im so glad he didnt get weirded out by it... hes so awesome.. i kno we will get thro this.
oh yah.. he went to amandas today. they talked.. and she decided she cant be just his friend. so their relationship is over..ofically. shawns really broken up about it, i can tell.he will get thro it, i feel bad cuz its sorta my fault that all this crap is happening.
but things happen for a reason. there is a reason why they dated in high school and were together now that we graduated.
im so drained.. and i have sooooo much studying to do for this comin week and a half.. i cant wait for thanksgiving break!!
oh yeah.. shawns mom invited me to have thanksgiving with their family.i dont know. i think im guna stick wit my family this year.
well, this entry is really long.. and now im done.. g/n
CHECK OUT THE NEW PIC OF ME N SHAWN ON MYSPACE!
friday was supposed to be awesome. but no.. you see i have a problem.. i get my hopes up too much and then im let down. i was soooooo excited to sleep at shawns on friday because i didnt have to work on saturday. well, shawn was in a bad mood right off the bat cuz amanda kept calling him nonstop. you would think one would stop calling if that person u were calling never picked up the phone! but anyways.. i picked him up and we went to dinner at my moms. as soon as we left i found out that amanda showed up at his house!!!!
so.. since she didnt get to talk to him at all she dcided to keep on calling for the rest of the night. so that just put me in a horrible mood. we rented saw.. we watched it.. on seperate ends of his bed. then we wen right to sleep after that. i was so mad.
but i woke up in the morning to an omlete in bed :).. his mom is awesome. then i found out that when shawn turned his phone off last night she left 5 more txts.. wtf.
so my awesome part of the weekend was goin to davids house. hes awesome. my family LOVES shawn. which is super awesome. it put me in the best mood, my family approval is the most important to me! shawn played football with ron while i hung out with the women. then later on we all sat by the fire telling stories and drinkin :) i love bahama mamas.
i thought that because we had an awesome day this whole amanda thing would be behind us...but no. she was still callin him all day. so by the end of the night at his house i was really upset again. this time it was cuz of school and stress and amanda. i just let her get to me so bad. i kno that nuthin is happenin wit them, shes just bringin us down so bad. so i broke down and was cryin. i dont think i have ever felt so comforted b4. shawn was there for me soo much, it was amazing.hes so awesome.
im so glad he didnt get weirded out by it... hes so awesome.. i kno we will get thro this.
oh yah.. he went to amandas today. they talked.. and she decided she cant be just his friend. so their relationship is over..ofically. shawns really broken up about it, i can tell.he will get thro it, i feel bad cuz its sorta my fault that all this crap is happening.
but things happen for a reason. there is a reason why they dated in high school and were together now that we graduated.
im so drained.. and i have sooooo much studying to do for this comin week and a half.. i cant wait for thanksgiving break!!
oh yeah.. shawns mom invited me to have thanksgiving with their family.i dont know. i think im guna stick wit my family this year.
well, this entry is really long.. and now im done.. g/n
CHECK OUT THE NEW PIC OF ME N SHAWN ON MYSPACE!