Feb 06, 2005 21:34
I have just returned from the stay at the homestead in michigan. I think I took, "my dad has cancer" thing rather well. I hid a lot of it though. It broke my heart to see him like that. He is the strongest man I know and still is but I know its killing him to have other people do stuff for him he normally could. I know he is going to pull through because I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my dad. He has given me so much I couldn't even return with all the thank you's or possesions in the world! But after working trying to get everything done at home I found that sayers was home so me and him and Karen all hung out at the shed...well me and karen went to see the "BOOGIEMAN" first and let me tell you...wait for HBO! ha ha. But it was fun a nice little night in the shed. I miss those the most I think but the time will come soon enough. well its superbowl or the middle anyway I suppose I should go watch it even though I probabaly won't. I am going to go get my uniform for tomorrow and mabye take a shower and let all my worries and fears float away in that 20 minutes of water!