Such is life!
So much has happened in the time waiting to go home and the time being home! I had so much damn fun and had a lot of crazy times! The hot tubs are always crazy times which I will always forget and the shirkey brothers without them I am sure we would all break apart! The worst part is that when I walked into my apartment I had this feeling...Just this feeling like being back home and having that much damn fun was it! Like it will never be that fun again! I really hate to say it but I'm already feeling distant from everyone and I just saw everyone like 3 days ago! Its so crazy I'm without a dought not going to be going home again for like a year. I figure if I look at it like that if I do get to go home it will be a blessing! I've just become so damn lazy in everything! I don't want to be here so I don't want to do anything! Man...this sucks I'm going to bed later all! I'll post before I go out to sea. laters