emo cry cry
i hate being an adult.
i hate having bills. cleaning up the apartment is the only thing i have to do on days off.
this is sad.
i've lost intrest in anything that's interesting. i'm getting dumber by the day because the only time i use my brain is at work when all i'm thinking about is bread.
i hate my shower because thats where i do my best crying and thats hard to do when the water only lasts 5 minutes.
i can't wait to go back to school in the fall. hmmm...why did i take this year off? why did i leave bowling green? did i hate it that much? yes. i hated those cliche 'art nerds' that were in all my fucking classes because there are only 70 kids that get into my major. i hated being up there in the middle of now where and having to walk forever to buy ciggarettes and then have no one to smoke them with. i hated the drunk party scene. at the time i hated being away from jesse. but that worked out well didn't it?
hahahahahahahaha the oldest lady on the planet is getting in a fight with some hillbilly chick on the jerry springer show....
brian is like the only thing i have right now. which is fine, but dangerous...becuase i don't want to depend on him (or anyone) to feel fulfilled in my life. because.......that's unhealthy.
that's why i don't date depressed boys anymore.
i'm going to bake bread today!
xoxox
kayley
i hate having bills. cleaning up the apartment is the only thing i have to do on days off.
this is sad.
i've lost intrest in anything that's interesting. i'm getting dumber by the day because the only time i use my brain is at work when all i'm thinking about is bread.
i hate my shower because thats where i do my best crying and thats hard to do when the water only lasts 5 minutes.
i can't wait to go back to school in the fall. hmmm...why did i take this year off? why did i leave bowling green? did i hate it that much? yes. i hated those cliche 'art nerds' that were in all my fucking classes because there are only 70 kids that get into my major. i hated being up there in the middle of now where and having to walk forever to buy ciggarettes and then have no one to smoke them with. i hated the drunk party scene. at the time i hated being away from jesse. but that worked out well didn't it?
hahahahahahahaha the oldest lady on the planet is getting in a fight with some hillbilly chick on the jerry springer show....
brian is like the only thing i have right now. which is fine, but dangerous...becuase i don't want to depend on him (or anyone) to feel fulfilled in my life. because.......that's unhealthy.
that's why i don't date depressed boys anymore.
i'm going to bake bread today!
xoxox
kayley