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Last night was pretty interesting. I never noticed just how soothing the sound of birds and the whisper of wind over the windowframe can be. I can't remember the last time I talked to the rasins in my cereal bowl, or the last time I thought it would be fun to jump on my bed. But after 15 or so hours with no sleep, and 4 g of shrooms, you better believe that anything is possible.
Not much has been going on as of late. School starts again monday, which im not too much looking forward to. I haven't gotten a whole lot done with my daily regimen of: 1) wake up at 2 in the afternoon 2) call some people 3) eat 4) smoke a pack of cigarettes 5) watch movies all day 6) fuck around till the crack of dawn. I cringe at the idea that Im going to have to wake up at 7 o'clock. How do people manage that? Also, Im pretty sure that I have to read all of Pride and Predjudice...tomorrow. I don't know why I thought that I could read that book in a day, but I guess now im gonna have to figure something out.
I've been promising myself that I'm going to go look for another job, but im a little too lazy at the present time. Plus school snuck up on me just before break and gave me a swift kick in the ass, just when I thought I was doing pretty well *sigh*. Im getting tired of trying to deal. I spend waaay too much money, which I definitely can't manage. I think actually having to work for my cash again will make me a bit more selective of what I do with it. Plus, the real money right now is in yay, and I can't morally bring myself to sell something that I know to be absolutely harmful and addictive to people.
I swear, everyone around here who've been so sheltered for so long- they're all doing cocaine and tweek now. I never thought I'd see the day when that happened. It's wierd to see other people, and how they go from just a little bit every once and a while, to being here in Westchester picking shit up every night, and signing over their paychecks. Sad. Which is why I won't deal with that.
I briefly got a really sweet 30GB iPod Video from my grandma for Christmas, which, after waking up to find me stoned, she decided she would take. Im sure I'll get it back sooner or later, it just kinda pisses me off. She's extremely closed-minded, even though I told her that it helps with my insomnia and back pain.
Well, I think I've pretty much summed up what all I remember since my last post, so....yeah.
~FIN~
Not much has been going on as of late. School starts again monday, which im not too much looking forward to. I haven't gotten a whole lot done with my daily regimen of: 1) wake up at 2 in the afternoon 2) call some people 3) eat 4) smoke a pack of cigarettes 5) watch movies all day 6) fuck around till the crack of dawn. I cringe at the idea that Im going to have to wake up at 7 o'clock. How do people manage that? Also, Im pretty sure that I have to read all of Pride and Predjudice...tomorrow. I don't know why I thought that I could read that book in a day, but I guess now im gonna have to figure something out.
I've been promising myself that I'm going to go look for another job, but im a little too lazy at the present time. Plus school snuck up on me just before break and gave me a swift kick in the ass, just when I thought I was doing pretty well *sigh*. Im getting tired of trying to deal. I spend waaay too much money, which I definitely can't manage. I think actually having to work for my cash again will make me a bit more selective of what I do with it. Plus, the real money right now is in yay, and I can't morally bring myself to sell something that I know to be absolutely harmful and addictive to people.
I swear, everyone around here who've been so sheltered for so long- they're all doing cocaine and tweek now. I never thought I'd see the day when that happened. It's wierd to see other people, and how they go from just a little bit every once and a while, to being here in Westchester picking shit up every night, and signing over their paychecks. Sad. Which is why I won't deal with that.
I briefly got a really sweet 30GB iPod Video from my grandma for Christmas, which, after waking up to find me stoned, she decided she would take. Im sure I'll get it back sooner or later, it just kinda pisses me off. She's extremely closed-minded, even though I told her that it helps with my insomnia and back pain.
Well, I think I've pretty much summed up what all I remember since my last post, so....yeah.
~FIN~