Feb 21, 2005 12:29
Why do I let little things make me jealous? I don't understand it and it gets on my nerves.
I still feel badly about Saturday night. I won't lie, I had a great time, but I made a complete ass of myself. I basically had to be carried into my house by my father. What the fuck was I thinking?? I will never know. Why I decided to drink, especially when I knew I had to go home, is beyond me.
Last night all I felt like doing was crying, but I didn't. Lately I won't let myself cry no matter how much I want to. I don't know why. Today is number 16 in the grounding days. It really hasn't been that bad, but I don't have a clue when I will be UNgrounded. I'll probably be grounded for another couple weeks AT LEAST. But my movies list is growing. It sure is swell. I've watched like 20 movies. haha. It's so awesome.
I have a headache, but then again when do I not?