P.S. I love you
Today was interesting. I interviewed today to be a dog walker. I hung out with Tyler. Of course. I called Bridget but she never came to hang out. IDK what happened there. I also hung out with Daniel. This is the second time since the whole thing.
I'm glad that I can deal with it and that we can actually be friendly towards each other especially for Tyler's sake. I really don't want her to be torn. It's just today we started watching P.S. I Love You and though I'm over Daniel it just made me lonely again.
I mean I can be alone. I've obviously gotten use to it. I've spent most of my life that way. It's just after you get a taste you just want to have it forever. I don't miss Daniel I just miss feeling.
Who knows maybe it's the booze that I've drank or the bowls I've smoked but I just started thinking and wanted to just blog it out as Tyler might say.
I mean I'm not looking for any comments saying don't worry I'm just getting it off my chest. I was listening to James Blunt (mostly because it was playing at the end of PS) but as soon as I got home and put it on my speakers and started feeling bad I realized Why? I waited twenty years for anything and I finally got it. What's another twenty? I'm not looking to settle down anytime soon. I'm a hippie. Why worry?
There is no reason. Live and put your whole self in. You put yout whole self in. You put your whole self out. You put your whole self in and you shake it all about. You do the hookie pookie and you turn yourself around. That's what it's all about.
I'm going to continue putting my whole self in. Just like Jim said.
Sometimes I think I'm a sage. Then I get drunk and spill the beans.
Miss you tree. <3
I'm glad that I can deal with it and that we can actually be friendly towards each other especially for Tyler's sake. I really don't want her to be torn. It's just today we started watching P.S. I Love You and though I'm over Daniel it just made me lonely again.
I mean I can be alone. I've obviously gotten use to it. I've spent most of my life that way. It's just after you get a taste you just want to have it forever. I don't miss Daniel I just miss feeling.
Who knows maybe it's the booze that I've drank or the bowls I've smoked but I just started thinking and wanted to just blog it out as Tyler might say.
I mean I'm not looking for any comments saying don't worry I'm just getting it off my chest. I was listening to James Blunt (mostly because it was playing at the end of PS) but as soon as I got home and put it on my speakers and started feeling bad I realized Why? I waited twenty years for anything and I finally got it. What's another twenty? I'm not looking to settle down anytime soon. I'm a hippie. Why worry?
There is no reason. Live and put your whole self in. You put yout whole self in. You put your whole self out. You put your whole self in and you shake it all about. You do the hookie pookie and you turn yourself around. That's what it's all about.
I'm going to continue putting my whole self in. Just like Jim said.
Sometimes I think I'm a sage. Then I get drunk and spill the beans.
Miss you tree. <3