Aug 26, 2005 17:57
...since I posted on live journal. Thought I'd pop on here and share my thoughts of the moment.
Well, how things have changed in recent weeks. It's been seventy days since I met Brigitte. It's been sixty-seven days since we started going out.
Just over two months. I'm... we... are the happiest we've ever been.
I'm all but full time at my great job, which I'm enjoying.
The band is coming along nicely. Learning more songs every day, and we're pretty much all writing our own songs on the side as time goes by.
Yet, I feel hardened inside by the actions of others. People I call friends being non-friendly to others to look good. I don't understand that - never have, never will. Then I see others, who are fortunate enough to have a partner in life, feeling the need to forsake that bond to try new bonds with others, not knowing whether they will discard whichever they have. This I cannot stand and find unfair, to all parties involved. How selfish can one be?
Why is it those that are lucky are those that do not know it? Yet it is those who know when they are lucky that have no luck?
Shame.