Jan 04, 2005 22:13
ok so right about now i relized that i really am the worst friend in the world.. and no one can trust me.. ihave like two friends that i acutally never dicked over in any type of way... i almost lost like both of them today because of some gay ass shit that i was accussed of telling people.. yeah it didnt even happen like she thought either. so right in her about whats bothering me not trying to cause drama it doesnt work.. i didnt even use a name this time.. like something.. someone was bothering me and then like i just didnt have anyone to talk to i didnt want to talk to the people about it because i dont want to start anything i knew it would pass if i got everything off my chest but i guess nothing ever ends untill its truley over. so it sucks and im sorry to all my friends that i dicked over because im stupid and ignorant and selfish but im over that and ive desided to never treat anyone in disrespect ever again... im sorry lindsay im sorry courntey im sorry nikki im sorry sam im sorry krista im sorry kk chelsea and im just sorry to everyone ive ever hurt.. im really sorry.. i know sorry doesnt do shit but at least you know that im sorry.. i lvoe you guys all of you and ive been an asshole so kill me <3