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Well, i get tomorrow off and i have no idea what i'm going to do. I want to get my new surf bord but i have to wait another week until my mom gives me the seventeen hundred dollars that she still has not given to me. Yes, i have been to the beach alot lately. i find it really funny now that i'm bound and determined to get back together with Brianna all these girls on the beach are startting to hit on me, It's all good in the hood though. If this thing doesn't work between me and her i'm just going to give up on the relationship thing for a few years until i know i can be in one. If we do get back together i want to see if i can handle the same presure like i did before with her and if i'll be more committed. I want to prove to myself that i can be a great husband and who knows maybe a great father. I really dont care about what everyone ells thinks of me. Every one thinks i'm a joke, a way to get away from there own stupity. When i was younger i wanted to have kids just to prove that i could be a more better father than my dad ever was to me but also to have some thing specail in my life, something that won't walk out on me. A kid to love and care about not only for eighteen years but for a life time. Every time someone cracks a joke about me being a father or how i should not breed it kind of hurts me inside, i mean it is kind of funny and i have done a lot of stupid things but it does hurt. But i dont say anything because it's going to make me look really weak and i don't want to do that. I want to let people know that they can talk to me when they have an issue or something. I love to listen to people, it's amazing of what you'll hear people say or do now and days. Not that many people talk to me any more and it's been really hard on me but you know what? tomorrow is another day and ya never know whats going to happen.
Quote of the day: Dont judge a book by it's cover
Quote of the day: Dont judge a book by it's cover