tonight puts a new meaning on, "today is a new day."
tonight is a new day...ever heard that one before? well u did tonight and tonight is a night i wont forget. its a transitional night...for years, people called me for advice when they needed it. for years, i was a good listener. for years i gave great advice. for years, i never, once, listened to myself speak of such great advice. for years, i could never take my own advice. 2004, the worst year to date. for months, i felt as if it was raining in my head. so cloudy and groggy. my head, the heaviest bucket after a storm. i could listen, but i could never spit anything good out. but tonight is a new day. the clouds have cleared away. my friend called me, crying. her bf broke up with her. i gave her probably the best advice ive ever given in my life. and my other friend is having a lil trouble with confusion...yup, again, all those inborn, helpful thoughts that ran through my mind just rolled off my tongue...finally. just like the old days, but much more improved. and what really got me so high tonight was the fact that i realized i actually listened to myself speak of such fervent and guiding words. i actually realted them to my own life and took my own advice FOR ONCE. to top things off, i had a thought tonight that hasnt passed my cognitive crossing in a long while: "go with the flow." my, o my, do i feel so rejuvenated! i feel like a 50 yr old man that just drank out of the fountain of youth. i feel so alive, so energetic, yet im so damn tired. im gonna go celebrate...come on, follow me...