Feb 10, 2004 13:10
So apparently my just desserts are coming for me. New problems, present new obstacles. I thought I could just duck under them, since I didn't have the ability to jump over them. And now a whole wack of trouble seems to be headed my way. Way to go Ray, proving the kind of man, that you really are. Greater and greater the notion of leaving Amherst becomes a must, and the ability to leave becomes a bust. Everybody hits a low point in their lives...when do I get a path leading back up? Now that I know what I want to do (for sure), finally, more and more it seems to be a challenge I wont be able to meet. However I am still very determined, coming up with a small miracle or becoming gainfully employed (though I've been trying my best to find one), is the only way Im going to be able to pull it off. I've heard that luck is something we make for ourselves, time to start producing. Any advice is welcome...