my life
so here is whats going on with me lately. everyone always asks me about gabby so here is what i know: i know i love her and i am going to marry her one day i know i miss her more than i could have ever imagined i know the time we have been apart has been the hardest i have ever endured in my life i havent seen or heard from her in around 7 months i wish hope and pray every day that i will see her soon i know she is suposed to be away at a boarding school i dont know where or for how long i hope with summer aproching she will be done with school soon and that we will finally be together again but i know that might not happen as soon as i hope i know she turns 18 in december and i know it will hurt to wait that long but i know that i am capable if i have to i know im sick of people asking so now you know as much as i know
besides that there is school im going to ircc for education and im about a week away from finishing my second semester and couldnt be happier to be taking the summer off i hate school i hate waking up to go to classes i dont care about to hear teachers talk about things i either already know or will never need to remember i hate spending my time doing assignments that will never matter after the class is over
work is okay im gonna start getting alot more hours in the summer thats prolly good cause im suposed to be saving up money which hasnt been really going all that well so far it looks like im gonna be getting a raise fairly soon which is definitly good news i was really fed up with being the lowest paid and having been there the longest
im going away for about a week this summer to visit family in nevada should be fun but im nervous about what might happen here while im gone like gabby might try to call or something should be a fun trip if i can just clear my mind and enjoy the moment im also gonna miss wallys party which most of u know is like the social event of the season so that is definitly disapointing
social wise im loney work and school takes up so much time for everyone one of the best parts of highschool is that it helped u to see ur friends all the time in class at lunch after school activities college isnt like that u dont even learn most the people's names i have sat next to people for a full semester and never spoken to them
art is frustrating. i havent been writting very much lately and definitly nothing of much substance. bass is going well but i really need to play with a band it doesnt matter so much what i can do on my own if i cant play as a unit. i miss acting quite a bit i really grew to love it in school and havent gotten a chance to do any since. photography is pretty stagnant i havent shot anything in a long time it makes me sad to think about i wanna capture something beautiful. i have wonderful body art i love my tattoos but most the ideas flowing in my head for future ones are few and far removed.
religiously i have decided to become a druid. pagan belifs are very free and open to interpretation i like that. druids belive in and exemplify intellegence creativity art things i find important in my life. at some point i would like to enter the order of bards ovates and druids but there is like study you must do and its kinda expensive to buy the books and everything i think i definitly will one day though cause my beliefs dont fall into normal organised religion but i do have beliefs i belive in a god just not in the same way they do i cant be an athiest cause they belive in no god and agnostics just cant make up their minds the beliefs of druidry fall more on humanisim and romantacisim and i connect with that i belive that people like the bards made up the stories of the bible and told the tales in oral traditions and folklore untill somone decided to put all the stories together into one book i belive its a story mostly fictional thats ment to teach us lessons and morals its not the word of god its the word of man the bible is a book and its a good one its been on the new york times best sellers list since before there was a new york but its not perfect its not put on earth by god
basically i like where my life was i like where its going but i hate being stuck in today. please help make today better.
besides that there is school im going to ircc for education and im about a week away from finishing my second semester and couldnt be happier to be taking the summer off i hate school i hate waking up to go to classes i dont care about to hear teachers talk about things i either already know or will never need to remember i hate spending my time doing assignments that will never matter after the class is over
work is okay im gonna start getting alot more hours in the summer thats prolly good cause im suposed to be saving up money which hasnt been really going all that well so far it looks like im gonna be getting a raise fairly soon which is definitly good news i was really fed up with being the lowest paid and having been there the longest
im going away for about a week this summer to visit family in nevada should be fun but im nervous about what might happen here while im gone like gabby might try to call or something should be a fun trip if i can just clear my mind and enjoy the moment im also gonna miss wallys party which most of u know is like the social event of the season so that is definitly disapointing
social wise im loney work and school takes up so much time for everyone one of the best parts of highschool is that it helped u to see ur friends all the time in class at lunch after school activities college isnt like that u dont even learn most the people's names i have sat next to people for a full semester and never spoken to them
art is frustrating. i havent been writting very much lately and definitly nothing of much substance. bass is going well but i really need to play with a band it doesnt matter so much what i can do on my own if i cant play as a unit. i miss acting quite a bit i really grew to love it in school and havent gotten a chance to do any since. photography is pretty stagnant i havent shot anything in a long time it makes me sad to think about i wanna capture something beautiful. i have wonderful body art i love my tattoos but most the ideas flowing in my head for future ones are few and far removed.
religiously i have decided to become a druid. pagan belifs are very free and open to interpretation i like that. druids belive in and exemplify intellegence creativity art things i find important in my life. at some point i would like to enter the order of bards ovates and druids but there is like study you must do and its kinda expensive to buy the books and everything i think i definitly will one day though cause my beliefs dont fall into normal organised religion but i do have beliefs i belive in a god just not in the same way they do i cant be an athiest cause they belive in no god and agnostics just cant make up their minds the beliefs of druidry fall more on humanisim and romantacisim and i connect with that i belive that people like the bards made up the stories of the bible and told the tales in oral traditions and folklore untill somone decided to put all the stories together into one book i belive its a story mostly fictional thats ment to teach us lessons and morals its not the word of god its the word of man the bible is a book and its a good one its been on the new york times best sellers list since before there was a new york but its not perfect its not put on earth by god
basically i like where my life was i like where its going but i hate being stuck in today. please help make today better.