Sep 09, 2005 18:31
wow its been like forever cince i last updated! but ill def. start updating more often now that school started n everything. sigh... so yea not much has been going on in my life. nothing good or anyting at least. kinda just living the same old shit on a different day all the time. its kinda draining at times to. like ill b sitting there and ill b like i want to do somthing or i want to see some of my friends tonight and then ill kinda think, well now that i think about it theres nobody to do anything with cuz everyones buisy. so i sit alone or with one of my moms friends 13 year old son and just live my dull ass life. day after day after day. i guess i just miss the days where every weekend i was out and i was with firends. or i was off playing sports, or i was just chillin with someone that i like. idk it just realy gets to me sometimes and i ask myself y im even here, y i deal with being alone all the time. although by the way i am in school it looks as though im like this big party goer...but hte truth is...im realy not anymore. idk im just kinda rambling on and on so if your reading this then ill consider myself lucky to have the support of a good friend. and who knows...maby it'll even brighten up my life a lil bit. well thanks for reading this...it realy does mean alot to me to kno that there are people out there who realy dolisten to me and im not the only one listing...srry rambling again. lol i gotta stop that.
well ill see you all in school.
~KJ~