it was just my imagination...

Jul 10, 2004 23:13

...runnin away with me well i thought i had a girlfriend, but evidently it was just me again jumping into things. im begining to think that im gay because i did ariels hair tonight, and i got in a fight with leah over make up for prom the other night. im at jerms now and im kinda stressed out because she was so cool and so awesome and still is and ( Read more... )

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ink3 July 12 2004, 05:31:49 UTC
:-/ it's okay stevie, we all do that. i did it too and got burned. just our romantic notions i guess.

girls see a lot in you. cause you're someone who we can identify with. you've had hard times, just like the rest of us, but you're over that. and that gives those of us who've been through rough times strength. and not only that, but i mean, you're like a gay guy friend, you can talk girly around you. i can talk to you about boobs and tampons and gynecologists and EVERYTHING like that with no pressure and no awkwardness. it's really great. you're just someone who you can be completely honest with. and still feel comfortable.
but for some reason, the same qualities that make you the best friend ever make us think that that's all you are. i mean most girls dont want a boyfriend who comes over to paint her toenails. cause there needs to be that mystery between the sexes for a usual relationship...
and then there are a lot of girls (like myself) who love more metrosexual lovers. but just because we're your friends doesnt mean we want to date you either.

the rules of love are complex. and no one really understands them. just dont break yourself up over it. <3 hang in there and i will too.

--Nuge

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