walls of dirt
Damn yo, trying to move on with life and cleaning up my past is hard yo.
I'm trying to be more pure of an individual, trying to look for tomorrow. Look towards being goal orientated more, living life more, and just seeing the eyes of tomorrow flash before me.
I know it takes time for effects but didn't know it takes this long. I may hold on to certain things because of there value in my heart and soul but there is a time where u must let things go inorder to fulfill yer destiny. Its hard, really hard.
I think i'm growing up. Fuk its really difficult but I think its just i think about too much. I have to put my feet down and just know that past is past and future is immient. Even if we are afraid of whats to come, we must accept it, self organized and adapt.
I drink a to satisfy my brown urges. I think that I'm not as crazy drinker like i used to be back in the day but i'm growing up and now just having fun instead of being the life of the party. I believe i made a huge step in that!
My mind is pretty occuipided and thinking if i should allow those in my life to still be in my life but i know that i'm still trying to push the vomit out of me inorder to fill better and fall in love with life again.
slowly but surely.
I'm trying to be more pure of an individual, trying to look for tomorrow. Look towards being goal orientated more, living life more, and just seeing the eyes of tomorrow flash before me.
I know it takes time for effects but didn't know it takes this long. I may hold on to certain things because of there value in my heart and soul but there is a time where u must let things go inorder to fulfill yer destiny. Its hard, really hard.
I think i'm growing up. Fuk its really difficult but I think its just i think about too much. I have to put my feet down and just know that past is past and future is immient. Even if we are afraid of whats to come, we must accept it, self organized and adapt.
I drink a to satisfy my brown urges. I think that I'm not as crazy drinker like i used to be back in the day but i'm growing up and now just having fun instead of being the life of the party. I believe i made a huge step in that!
My mind is pretty occuipided and thinking if i should allow those in my life to still be in my life but i know that i'm still trying to push the vomit out of me inorder to fill better and fall in love with life again.
slowly but surely.