empty parking lot

Dec 16, 2006 20:55

man, where should i start.

i'm home alone in my apt. not my parents home but just my apt.

i don't know what to do. i want to go out but i'm so afraid of going out yo!
i do'nt know yo, its a victor thing haha!

i want to see army of anyone in austin that would rule.

i talked to ashley and when i told her tha i wasn't going home for xmas, she said that was sad adn she said she wanted to cry. i never really understood what she meant by that until i was driving and then i was like omg...

i do'nt know if i'm gonna spend xmas with gabby yet cause its like an up in the air thing. i want to but i don't know, she is always working now. man, it was so great when she wasn't working.

she would be with me everyday. i mean everyday. i would pick her up from her house and then come back to apt to either myspace it or just chill or go do things. she would stay with me the whole weekend. i guess i took it for granted or something cause i miss teh shit out of her and miss her being here yo!

man, i'm so alone right now i'm listening to new stp stuff which is depressing :(!

god, i hope i don't get depression again!
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