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Dec 06, 2007 21:12

Whats upw ith so many of my friends having kids and getting married? Is it just me or is something going on?

Its just fuckin' weird. Some of my people who I would go out and get drunk with, now have to sit home and shit.

I think its just me. I have changed a lot. I used to be caring and complative about people and life. But now I'm wreckless and selfdestructive. Has life really gotten to me this bad or is it just who I am?

I can remember when all I wanted was a future, love, and steadiness. Now its more more real. There isn't much of a future, only a rat race. You can educate yourself and take as many proper measures as you can to accend upward into the ranks of wealth and happiness, still, nothing will happen if you're not willing to trample someone along the way. Life is desctrutive by nature. Always fighting, stealing and grinding. You have to constantly fight to survive.

I guess I'm just fit to do all of that and feel little remorse. I know where I want to go and its sad. Sad to realize all the people I'm going to overcome and push aside along the way.

Life sucks, buy a motorcycle.
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