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so saturday night..
was so back & forth & just idk. crazy? yeah. i wont say what i did or what went on because well.. i dont remember everything. no, i didnt drink or smoke. i just have a shitty short-term memory about things.. especially when so much goes on in one time.
memories from last night..
-ross calling me ashley on accident. it was just amusing to me & andrew turned & looked at me really quick & i just laughed.
-sitting in the truck & listening to "23" by jimmy eat world & looking at the sky & seeing a shooting star. (i cried when i saw it, but really no one that reads this would understand why.)
-andrew giving me a piggy-back ride & talking about him writting a childrens book talking about the monkey & the tiger & how the tiger liked the monkey. (our nicknames for each other.)
-'the phone call.' we laughed about it for a while after.
-the way home from brandons.. our song came on the radio & i started crying because it had been a long day/night & andrew grabbed my hand & kissed it & he was like "listen baby, its our song!" & then he turned it up really loud. after it was done he asked me if i was crying because of the song & i said yeah partly & he asked what else & i finally told him that i was scared to leave him. & he asked why id leave him & i said for lsu. he told me we had the summer & it would be amazing & he asked if i wanted to make a year with him & i said yes & he told me he wanted to, too.
-eating the whole mexican pizza at taco bell for the first time. (hahah. yeah, shut up.)
-getting in at four & eating so much junk food & watching lord of war.
-laughing about how gay i am about the way i sleep & my blankets.
-falling asleep at five or six in the morning & snuggling & waking up in the middle of the night with andrews arms around me & his huge thigh on top of me.
everything is wonderful. :) hope everyone else had a great weekend. we are having a bonfire/party at my house not this saturday but next. it is going to be amazing. i cannot wait.
was so back & forth & just idk. crazy? yeah. i wont say what i did or what went on because well.. i dont remember everything. no, i didnt drink or smoke. i just have a shitty short-term memory about things.. especially when so much goes on in one time.
memories from last night..
-ross calling me ashley on accident. it was just amusing to me & andrew turned & looked at me really quick & i just laughed.
-sitting in the truck & listening to "23" by jimmy eat world & looking at the sky & seeing a shooting star. (i cried when i saw it, but really no one that reads this would understand why.)
-andrew giving me a piggy-back ride & talking about him writting a childrens book talking about the monkey & the tiger & how the tiger liked the monkey. (our nicknames for each other.)
-'the phone call.' we laughed about it for a while after.
-the way home from brandons.. our song came on the radio & i started crying because it had been a long day/night & andrew grabbed my hand & kissed it & he was like "listen baby, its our song!" & then he turned it up really loud. after it was done he asked me if i was crying because of the song & i said yeah partly & he asked what else & i finally told him that i was scared to leave him. & he asked why id leave him & i said for lsu. he told me we had the summer & it would be amazing & he asked if i wanted to make a year with him & i said yes & he told me he wanted to, too.
-eating the whole mexican pizza at taco bell for the first time. (hahah. yeah, shut up.)
-getting in at four & eating so much junk food & watching lord of war.
-laughing about how gay i am about the way i sleep & my blankets.
-falling asleep at five or six in the morning & snuggling & waking up in the middle of the night with andrews arms around me & his huge thigh on top of me.
everything is wonderful. :) hope everyone else had a great weekend. we are having a bonfire/party at my house not this saturday but next. it is going to be amazing. i cannot wait.