Sometimes life's so bitter sweet... I guess it's gonna have to hurt...
I refuse to give in anymore. I can't believe I would actually jeaporadize my relationship for you when all you have ever done is hurt me. Even when we are just friends you manage to find that crack in my heart that you broke and just make it a fucking canyon. I might still love you. It may just be the way we were when we were good. I don't know. But I know I love him and I know that I cannot do it to him or me anymore by holding on to you any longer. I have to let you go. I cannot bear the thought of loving a lie any longer. He would give me the world and you would do shit. I have to let go of our friendship before I lose the one good thing I have in my life. It's gonna hurt... bad... but I know with him there beside me and my sister there and my lover I can do it.
I have the best boyfriend ever. Really... I have never had a boyfriend just lay under the stars with me and hold me. I've never had a boyfriend tell me I am beautiful as much as he does. It's awesome to be treated like a princess. I love him so much.
I got a car finally. It is an '87 Camaro. I love it. It needs a few things done to it but it isn't a bad car and it's mine and that's all that matters. Now I don't have to listen to Phil bitch about how I need my own car. I have one!! :)
Well... I'm off. More layter. Love to all.
~Sarah~
I have the best boyfriend ever. Really... I have never had a boyfriend just lay under the stars with me and hold me. I've never had a boyfriend tell me I am beautiful as much as he does. It's awesome to be treated like a princess. I love him so much.
I got a car finally. It is an '87 Camaro. I love it. It needs a few things done to it but it isn't a bad car and it's mine and that's all that matters. Now I don't have to listen to Phil bitch about how I need my own car. I have one!! :)
Well... I'm off. More layter. Love to all.
~Sarah~