Hello
It has been a little while since I have posted. Not really like anyone has missed me cause I only have two people on my buddy list and one hasn't been on live journal in months. Anyway, my life has been crazy lately. Last time I wrote one of my friends died, I have come to terms with that. Tom, knew what he was doing, it was an accident. We are all responsible for our choices that we make. Unfortunately he made the wrong choice. Life is funny like that, Tom's death opened my eyes and really made me see the light. I realize how important life is, how tomorrow could be your last and how you should live each day to the fullest. Be weary about choice you make and see all the possible consequences.
Anyway a few days after my friend passed my grandfather went to the hospital. It was a really rough week. On top of that I had Mandy to deal with. We sorta got into it and I haven't talked with her since. I really don't care that much though. I miss her and her son a ton, but I do not need any extra drama in my life and definitely do not deserve to be treated the way she treated me. I am not into head games or playing people and that is what she totally did to me. Good people don't deserve that, so I have resorted to my old ways of thinking that if someone is going to try to play me like that ..... f*ck em and move on because if they truly cared they won't be like that to me. = ] Good for me, right?
I have been waiting patiently for my responses from the gov and colleges. I think I just applied very late so it is taking a little longer. I don't think that I am going to get everything in time to start school now. I am very gun ho about college and becoming a nurse. Who knows after nursing if I do really well there is always med school. I would love to do something like that. Well got to get back to work I will post more later.
Anyway a few days after my friend passed my grandfather went to the hospital. It was a really rough week. On top of that I had Mandy to deal with. We sorta got into it and I haven't talked with her since. I really don't care that much though. I miss her and her son a ton, but I do not need any extra drama in my life and definitely do not deserve to be treated the way she treated me. I am not into head games or playing people and that is what she totally did to me. Good people don't deserve that, so I have resorted to my old ways of thinking that if someone is going to try to play me like that ..... f*ck em and move on because if they truly cared they won't be like that to me. = ] Good for me, right?
I have been waiting patiently for my responses from the gov and colleges. I think I just applied very late so it is taking a little longer. I don't think that I am going to get everything in time to start school now. I am very gun ho about college and becoming a nurse. Who knows after nursing if I do really well there is always med school. I would love to do something like that. Well got to get back to work I will post more later.