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I haven't updated my journal for a few days( not like anyone is gonna read it anyway) jk. I have been very busy and active this past week or more. I am trying to get my life in order. My goal is to get into school this fall so I can become a nurse. I want to make something of myself and I think nursing is a good way to go. I have been relaxing and hang out with friends and family also. I am starting to try to live a less stressful life and learning not to be so hard on myself.
Weight watchers could be better. I really haven't been following it as best as I can but I am 21 I need to just kick back a little and take things slower. I haven't lost that much weight in the past week. It was like a pound but it could have been worse. I could have gained a ton of weight back. My eating habits haven't been quite so well lately. I have been eating on impulse. If I am hungry and want so onion rings I will get them but not eat the whole order. My Uncle thinks that it is my way of couping with problems. Almost like I am subconseancely trying to run away from them. I don't know what to think. I think I am trying to rebuild a little bit after my most recent relationship didn't work out so well.
The next to weeks are going to be fun filled. I am going to a party saturday night, picking up my best friend from the airport ( He is in the army and getting ready to ship out next month),and going to an amusement park on sunday. Next weekend I am going to Erie, Pa for an old friend from highschools wedding. I am probably getting a hotel room. My only delema is that Mandy and I were supposed to go, well we broke up it probably wouldn't be a good idea to go with her anyway. You know history repeats itself... anyway I am not sure if I am going to take a date or not. How does one ask someone to go away for the weekend with them and go to a wedding. I think it just might be a little weird considering we will be spending the night at the Marriot. I have a lot of girls I am friends with that would do it but they all have boyfriends and something would probably happen cause I am just so sexy...... lol. Seriously any advice would be great.
Weight watchers could be better. I really haven't been following it as best as I can but I am 21 I need to just kick back a little and take things slower. I haven't lost that much weight in the past week. It was like a pound but it could have been worse. I could have gained a ton of weight back. My eating habits haven't been quite so well lately. I have been eating on impulse. If I am hungry and want so onion rings I will get them but not eat the whole order. My Uncle thinks that it is my way of couping with problems. Almost like I am subconseancely trying to run away from them. I don't know what to think. I think I am trying to rebuild a little bit after my most recent relationship didn't work out so well.
The next to weeks are going to be fun filled. I am going to a party saturday night, picking up my best friend from the airport ( He is in the army and getting ready to ship out next month),and going to an amusement park on sunday. Next weekend I am going to Erie, Pa for an old friend from highschools wedding. I am probably getting a hotel room. My only delema is that Mandy and I were supposed to go, well we broke up it probably wouldn't be a good idea to go with her anyway. You know history repeats itself... anyway I am not sure if I am going to take a date or not. How does one ask someone to go away for the weekend with them and go to a wedding. I think it just might be a little weird considering we will be spending the night at the Marriot. I have a lot of girls I am friends with that would do it but they all have boyfriends and something would probably happen cause I am just so sexy...... lol. Seriously any advice would be great.