Status Update
Well I'm still alone, depressed, sans vehicle, & stuck in a dead end job. That makes my status Blah... However, I have great friends that have been there for me, & of course I have been there for them. If it weren't for my friends I'd probably be in a padded room right now, or maybe dead.
There was something interesting that happened the other night. I went to The Park & didn't even worry if I were being checked out by any men. I actually had a great time dancing & hanging out with my friends. I was weird, because I didn't even stress if guys were or were not looking at me. I just got out on the dance floor & had fun. Unfortunately I'm not a very good dancer, but I wasn't alone in that fact. Apparently there are a lot of people who can't really dance, but moving along to the beat works just as well. Even though I wasn't paying attention to whether or not I was being watched, I was watching others. There were several guys on the floor that I was watching.
I also did something that I have never done before. I attempted to contact a guy that I saw on Gay.com through MySpace. I hope that he'll write me back. This is a first for me because I normally wait for someone else to make the first move. I got tired of that, & am starting to take charge of my life. Hopefully I will pull out of this depression.
The car situation is still very disappointing. The people that want me to buy their blazer keep dropping the ball, so I told them that they have until the end of the week to get it together or it's to Bergland I be a going.
So things are starting to look up, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. That way I can't get as hurt as I could possibly could.
There was something interesting that happened the other night. I went to The Park & didn't even worry if I were being checked out by any men. I actually had a great time dancing & hanging out with my friends. I was weird, because I didn't even stress if guys were or were not looking at me. I just got out on the dance floor & had fun. Unfortunately I'm not a very good dancer, but I wasn't alone in that fact. Apparently there are a lot of people who can't really dance, but moving along to the beat works just as well. Even though I wasn't paying attention to whether or not I was being watched, I was watching others. There were several guys on the floor that I was watching.
I also did something that I have never done before. I attempted to contact a guy that I saw on Gay.com through MySpace. I hope that he'll write me back. This is a first for me because I normally wait for someone else to make the first move. I got tired of that, & am starting to take charge of my life. Hopefully I will pull out of this depression.
The car situation is still very disappointing. The people that want me to buy their blazer keep dropping the ball, so I told them that they have until the end of the week to get it together or it's to Bergland I be a going.
So things are starting to look up, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. That way I can't get as hurt as I could possibly could.