Nov 01, 2005 12:59
Last night Eve broke up with me. I'll elaborate on how i feel when i actually know. It's all a bit weird at the moment.
I don't feel any malice towards her, it's not her fault at all, these
things happen. It's better this way than dragging it out and ending up
with her hating me.
We have such a similar personality that i'd like to remain friends i just don't know how i'll feel about seeing her for a while.
She made the last 2 years of my life very happy and i'm grateful for
that, but we want different things out of life and now she's finished
uni and i'm coming up to the end of my course this is becoming even
more obvious and would have produced tension. I probably would have
realised this and dumped her the mans way (ie not talking to her until
she did it for me)
I'm now single, expect erratic self-destructive behaviour and bitching about not getting sex for the foreseeable future
Anyone trying to set me up with a friend or trying to encourage me to
talk to girls in clubs will get stabbed in the fucking eye. I'll move
on when i'm ready.