I'll Sleep When I Want, Where I Want, On Whomever I Want.
Except for right now. I can't sleep. Maybe it's the medication, maybe it's the fact I woke up at noon. I dunno. I'm hoping that it rains now so I don't have to go to work tomorrow. No 4:30 am.
I find it amazing that I'm still feeling something of heartbreak. That was almost two months ago. And I still find myself pining. I miss being with someone and being able to hold hands, hug, stay up late and just sit with no real purpose for the night.
To not feel utterly alone.
I miss her a lot. I wish I could see what she wrote to her friends about me on Facebook. *cause I'm a nosy git*
Call me a tree. 'Cause I'm sappy.....
It seems like every reference to romance I come across I feel that ache again.
Blech.....
I don't think I ever saw her wearing the earrings I bought her. :(
I've just been in kind of a funky/blue mood this week. My hormones are going bonkers. I'm sick of this dull, pattern oriented life-style. I want to go back to school. I'm tired of indulging in mindless fantasy because it doesn't have much pleasure anymore. You can only play so many video games, watch so many horror movies, and read so many comics.
I really want it to rain tonight.
"Lets see how much your ass knows about flying!"
-Shake
I find it amazing that I'm still feeling something of heartbreak. That was almost two months ago. And I still find myself pining. I miss being with someone and being able to hold hands, hug, stay up late and just sit with no real purpose for the night.
To not feel utterly alone.
I miss her a lot. I wish I could see what she wrote to her friends about me on Facebook. *cause I'm a nosy git*
Call me a tree. 'Cause I'm sappy.....
It seems like every reference to romance I come across I feel that ache again.
Blech.....
I don't think I ever saw her wearing the earrings I bought her. :(
I've just been in kind of a funky/blue mood this week. My hormones are going bonkers. I'm sick of this dull, pattern oriented life-style. I want to go back to school. I'm tired of indulging in mindless fantasy because it doesn't have much pleasure anymore. You can only play so many video games, watch so many horror movies, and read so many comics.
I really want it to rain tonight.
"Lets see how much your ass knows about flying!"
-Shake