Jan 18, 2005 10:59
i thought this weekend would be full of relaxation....WRONG!!! Hoffman let us out of Brit Lit 2 late. so, i missed Wellness. i told Coach and he said it was fine. however, im the only person in the class with a B b/c i was sick so much earlier in the term. he told me that if i didnt miss anymore that id get an A. i hope it didnt count against me. however, the time allowed me to finish my yearbook section. WHAT A RELIEF!!!
i came back to the dorm to finish my scholarship essays....i think they turned out okay. Mrs. Roberta hurried me to the post office, where i found i didnt have all my stuff. we rushed back to school and back to the post office. i was in there for an hour to hear that the computer said it was after 4:30 indicating that my crap may not get received the next day although i had just paid almost $35. i wasn't happy. i got over it, though. i will wind up where God wants me.
came back and walked to Taco Bell with JLaw. then, we went to Blockbuster to rent some flicks. came back and chilled in the SAC with Josh. watched Paparrazi with JLaw, Jess, Hannah C., and Katilyn. it was fun.
woke up Saturday and volunteered at the Salvation Army soup kitchen with JLaw. it was quite the experience. yall know i dont think im pretty. i have a very low self-esteem. however, those guys didnt think so. they wouldn't leave me alone. this two guys were the worse. anyway....it was fun and i got a lot out of it. we came back and ate. then, we went to Barnes and Noble.
that's when the bad part started. JLaw started having trouble breathing. she does it occassionally. its no big deal to her. so when we got back here i went out to call home and left her in her room. i came back to find her having a panic attack. shed had one before and thought she could handle it. about an hour later i was freaking out as she was spazing. i got Jess, who got help. Charlie, JLaw, and I (yeah they let me go....*SSHHH*)where i held her hand for about hours trying to get her to stop shaking,at least control it. i left before she did...but i only beat her back by 30 min. her parents had bought us some Krystals. i hate it but ate like 4 burgers bc i had only had a salad all day. she was still spazing....so i was up to 4 holding her hand.
i didnt want to leave her. last time she had one it was followed by another the next day.so i slept in her room and woke up to check on her during the night. didnt make it to church, besides i didnt want to leave her. woke up after 11 to go out for lunch with her parents. i love them. they consider me a 2nd daughter. i have way too many parents. why is that? anyway....we went to Walmart afterwards and she came back to nap bc it gave her out. so, i went to the SAC and hung out with Josh again. we actually got to finish planning some First Priority stuff. Jess and Asha was there too for awhile.
she slept till about 6:30ish. then we went to Applebees with Dottie, Hannah C., J, Maria, and Ashely. we went to go see In Good Company.
Abra had called me at Applebees so i called her as we were bringing Hannah and J back bc they didnt want to stay out for the movie. she was in a wreck Friday. scared me to death. shes fine. she had switched lanes and less than a min later traffic came to a halt. she couldnt stop. she hit the car in front of her, which hit the proceeding car.plus, the car behind her smashed her. her car is most likely gone. she went under a Chrysler. a Tahoe hit her. she called 911 and got out of the car, looked at the cars in front of her. then she turned around to find the front 2 cars gone. the Tahoe left to go get their cartag numbers and never came back. i felt bad for her. at least shes ok. plus she got a brand new 2005 Camri that she loves. i miss my Abra. i HAVE to go see her soon.
came back and watched The Door In The Floor but i fell asleep before it went off.so, yeah. that was my weekend. im just glad i was here instead of Bham. i dont know how i could have handled it. im so red. she scared me to death and when i get upset i break out. its ugly and makes me feel like crap.