Jan 26, 2005 18:55
its been a while. so, i have a lot to say. i have the ending to my last update.
i texted Kourtney at 9 to tell him to check his email. within 4 hours, he had CALLED me. yes, CALLED me after i told him not to. it TICKED me off. he was like, "apparantly your in class. we need to talk. call me as soon as you get out." yeah, he did it. so, i texted several times to tell him and told him that i had class and was leaving, putting me in the situation of never being alone. i told him that he just needed to email me. he answers by calling me 5 more times, and texting me twice to say that it would be better to do it on the phone and "will you please answer your phone." the last time he called, he left me a LONG message. he said that i knew he didnt have a working computer. therefore, he would have to find one to use, write the email, and go back to check it. well, first of all, i guess im not worth that "hassle" to him, and secondly, he has 3 roommates, 2 of which i KNOW have computer and would be more than happy to let him use it. so, yeah. he lied to me. LIED TO ME AFTER I CONFRONTED HIM ABOUT DOING IT IN THE EMAIL!!! how stupid is he? he also said that he was not going to call me again. that when i got "ready" to call him. that is over with. im not going to talk to him again. ill see him at JLaw's wedding.
so, i left for Selma mad. things were great there. we didnt stay out Friday night, which was unusual. we were home by 12:30 and stayed up talking til about 5. we got up at 10 and went to do her bridal registry. that was fun! you should see the stuff we picked out. it's all her, all the way. then, we went to Montgomery to eat and find my Maid-of-Honor dress. (ill post a pic of the dress later.) we went to go see Coach Carter before we went to go out with Pete. that was one GREAT movie and the audience added to it. they were laughing so hard and would clap when ppl in the movie did. it was awesome.
Pete was who ruined the night. i dont think hes over me. he's engaged now. his fiancee went with us, making JLaw sit in the back with me. so, we were back there talking, and he got mad that he wasn't included. he had never really heard me talk before. how am i suppose to when im the oddball in the backseat? anyway, he made references to our little fling, i guess you would call it. he took us to our little spot and told her all abour it WITH ME IN THE BACKSEAT!! HE EVEN WANTED ME TO TELL HER. you cant imagine how bad that was. she already didnt speak to me. after that, she wouldnt even look at me. i cant stand him. he was winking at me and crap. UGH!!!
Teyei called me 4 times this w/e. he called me Friday, Saturday, and twice Sunday. he left messages talking about how he missed me again and that he really wanted to talk. he said he missed me. it was so cute. he started with "hey friend." i texted him Sat. and told him that i was in Selma and would call him Sunday. i guess he got tired of waiting and called me. i texted him again after i saw the missed call. i told him he could call me and talk for a few or wait til Monday when we could talk. he texted me yesterday with "Let me know when its time." HOW CUTE!!! i called him late, and he was asleep. i just called him; he is on the road. he's gonna call me back. i don't get him. i dont know what he wants out of this. it is so confusing.
i definitely dont have luck with guys. i think God is trying to tell me something. i give up trying. im actually thinking i may go to my SENIOR PROM STAG!!!
why do i wind up in such messed up situation? anyone? please?