Pew pew
Bah, I have no wind! Extremely out of shape, I can barely run a few feet without getting out of breath in this cold weather, I really suck. Today was fun, but I didn't like it, strange. First off, I did my presentation on Zen Koans, which I believed sucked, big time. I couldn't teach well and my voice got fumbled up.
Then there were just various things that made me feel inadequate throughout my school day. I think the worst part was just thinking how I wouldn't be able to make it as a teacher, the only profession I would actually do.
At lunch today I had an extra 2 liter of Nestea, so I was giving it away to people, singing a song, so that was fun.
Oh, and I'm also confused on what I should do about a girlfriend, because I want one, but I'm not sure if that stems from idle conceptions of neediness, or if desire something. Meh, I'm too timid anyway, I am a doubting Thomas!
Then there were just various things that made me feel inadequate throughout my school day. I think the worst part was just thinking how I wouldn't be able to make it as a teacher, the only profession I would actually do.
At lunch today I had an extra 2 liter of Nestea, so I was giving it away to people, singing a song, so that was fun.
Oh, and I'm also confused on what I should do about a girlfriend, because I want one, but I'm not sure if that stems from idle conceptions of neediness, or if desire something. Meh, I'm too timid anyway, I am a doubting Thomas!