*Been awhile*
Yea its been awhile I've been busy!....Me and Chandler have been broke up 4 a long time now...I don't know bout him sumtimes...He got caught cheatin on Beth 2day! He waz w/his ex well at the time his other girlfriend Becky Adams! Hes never gonna change! He'll say he has and act like it but ya know hes not!...Hes still playin his little games!Which I don't c y he cheats on ppl!...Its stupid they r gonna find out sooner or later! and if u don't want 2 b w/the person ur w/then dumb em...I mean HELLO! But I still love him and I dk y he has does What he does! But yet I still go back! I don't get me!...But ya know I am tired of his shit!....I need him!, I love him, I miss him! Hes still my world ever tho he broke mine!, I love him and always will!, He waz all I had, He waz y I looked foward 2 wakein up the next day!, But hes gone!, I'm just tired of all his shit, Tired of cryin myself 2 sleep, Tried of always havein a broken heart, Tired of hurntin, Tired of tellin every1 that I'm ok when I'm not,Tired of tryin 2 pretend everything is ok! Tired of him just usein me!Tired of everything But yet I go back 2 it!I don't know y I do it 2 me!, I love him I guess thats y! I mean u'll do ne thing 4 love and I fell inl,ove w/him!...But I believe I am going 2 go and get in bed!...