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Reflection of a fucked up night.
I want to sleep if you are awake
Still making believe that you aren't at all crazy
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud
Still you love to think you have always been this way... but you're all wrong
And you only sleep when you've lost cause
We all need to just grow up past this baby shit.
I didn't even care tonight.
I wasn't too determined, or even caught in the situation.
Whatever would've happened, would've happened, I would've finished my night, either way.
With or without them.
Yet, it came, and it went, and I'm glad it's over, and I'm glad to realize that it's a waste of time, and that I just shouldn't anymore.
I still have a conscience, believe it or not.
And it tugs at me, and I'm not going to have to deal with that anymore.
No more.
I want to sleep if you are awake
Still making believe that you aren't at all crazy
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud
Still you love to think you have always been this way... but you're all wrong
And you only sleep when you've lost cause
We all need to just grow up past this baby shit.
I didn't even care tonight.
I wasn't too determined, or even caught in the situation.
Whatever would've happened, would've happened, I would've finished my night, either way.
With or without them.
Yet, it came, and it went, and I'm glad it's over, and I'm glad to realize that it's a waste of time, and that I just shouldn't anymore.
I still have a conscience, believe it or not.
And it tugs at me, and I'm not going to have to deal with that anymore.
No more.