Life
Well today has been very interesting. I am still sitting here wondering if I made the right decision, but I am pretty sure that I did. I had a voice mail from my tuba teacher asking what happened and to call him. Yeah, that is one phone call that I will not be making anytime soon. My presence at BW is unwanted by certain people in high places. And I do not really mind that. I will do the best I can with the life I have choosen.
I got my hair cut today, and I think its the first hair cut I have ever paid for myself. Only 11 dollars so it wasnt that bad, and they didnt fuck it up either, lol. We went and visit the community college that Tim went to, and they have some pretty interesting classes. I am thinking that I will start next fall, just to give myself enough time to get settled into things here with Tim.
Tomorrow we are going to go job hunting. It is going to be pretty interesting I think. We either going to eastgate or hillsboro, which one I am not quite sure yet. I hope that we can find jobs, otherwise I will feel horrible for just intruding on his life down here and complicating everything.
I find that I am missing my friends more and more with each passing minute. I turned my phone back on cause I think I found a spot out in the yard where I get reception, which is a yay. Now I can talk with my friends and have good ol' parties and shit, except not.
I also talked to my mom today. Of course, she wants me to come home right away. I told her I was not ready for that just yet. I am going to try and make it in this life first, and then scream for help if I need it. It is my time to shine. I am willing to prove that I have the guts and drive to make this all work.
I am just praying that this will all work out.
I got my hair cut today, and I think its the first hair cut I have ever paid for myself. Only 11 dollars so it wasnt that bad, and they didnt fuck it up either, lol. We went and visit the community college that Tim went to, and they have some pretty interesting classes. I am thinking that I will start next fall, just to give myself enough time to get settled into things here with Tim.
Tomorrow we are going to go job hunting. It is going to be pretty interesting I think. We either going to eastgate or hillsboro, which one I am not quite sure yet. I hope that we can find jobs, otherwise I will feel horrible for just intruding on his life down here and complicating everything.
I find that I am missing my friends more and more with each passing minute. I turned my phone back on cause I think I found a spot out in the yard where I get reception, which is a yay. Now I can talk with my friends and have good ol' parties and shit, except not.
I also talked to my mom today. Of course, she wants me to come home right away. I told her I was not ready for that just yet. I am going to try and make it in this life first, and then scream for help if I need it. It is my time to shine. I am willing to prove that I have the guts and drive to make this all work.
I am just praying that this will all work out.