at least the universe is looking out for me, sort of
I feel like I get just the little pick me ups I need to carry me though the really tough shit. I'm grateful, but also a little frustrated that I can't seems to get HUGE and LASTING pick me ups that carry me UP and OVER all the really tough shit. Pain is part of the human experience though. I'm glad I'm becoming less afraid of and incapacitated by it. I think I'm really getting by on the fact that you never now just how AWESOME things can get really fast, because I think some really awesome shit has been happening to me lately. It's just that lots of shitty shitty shit has been happening too.
I hate my job, but it is easier than before. I feel like a little kid in the middle of a painful divorce, but I am slowly finding a new community. I feel like I'm going through some of the suckiest situations I can think of but life is still looking better than I ever thought it could be. How do I make all the crappy stuff stop and only happy things happen?
I hate my job, but it is easier than before. I feel like a little kid in the middle of a painful divorce, but I am slowly finding a new community. I feel like I'm going through some of the suckiest situations I can think of but life is still looking better than I ever thought it could be. How do I make all the crappy stuff stop and only happy things happen?