Dec 06, 2004 20:07
i didnt want to talk to anyone, so i turned my phone off. and i when i turned it back on i had 6new voicemails...after everyone of them i said "fuckyou" and deleted it. I'm not calling anyone of those people back. thats how bad of a mood i am in.
she takes every good thing away from me.
i was actually looking forward to going to get a christmas tree, and decorate it and all that stuff. But no, she makes it out to be this big fucking sacrifice for her. like she cant believe i am fucking her making her go. i walked in the kitchen and hear her and linda talking BULLSHIT about me. so i say "WOW good thing i can fucking hear you" and she yells at me. she should have been fucking apologizing. fuck her. fuck the family. fuck everyone. i dont fucking care anymore. i cant fucking wait for friday. She's such a fucking FAKE.
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got