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i got no sleep last nite...at all
i've been feeling weird all day. my stomach keeps dipping like im on a rollercoaster or elevator... if im sitting down, and i stand up i get all flushed and light headed and i feel like im going to pass out. and then i sit back down and my stomach kind of settles. i've been all shaky too.
I've been on the verge of breaking down all day. nothings wrong either. i just think about not crying and i get all upset about it! i dont know what the hell is wrong with me! and these past couple days my back has been KILLING me. ahhhh it feels like i've been picking heavy shit up all day or bending over all day. plus i have a killer migraine. its so odd how all of this is happening now for no reason? haha maybe i just need a vacation from this shit-hole of a town.
well im going to north carolina tomorrow morning. have a good thanksgiving i guess.. thanksgivings not one of my favorite holidays... South Africans have nothing to do with the pilgrims.
<3lara
i've been feeling weird all day. my stomach keeps dipping like im on a rollercoaster or elevator... if im sitting down, and i stand up i get all flushed and light headed and i feel like im going to pass out. and then i sit back down and my stomach kind of settles. i've been all shaky too.
I've been on the verge of breaking down all day. nothings wrong either. i just think about not crying and i get all upset about it! i dont know what the hell is wrong with me! and these past couple days my back has been KILLING me. ahhhh it feels like i've been picking heavy shit up all day or bending over all day. plus i have a killer migraine. its so odd how all of this is happening now for no reason? haha maybe i just need a vacation from this shit-hole of a town.
well im going to north carolina tomorrow morning. have a good thanksgiving i guess.. thanksgivings not one of my favorite holidays... South Africans have nothing to do with the pilgrims.
<3lara