RAMBLINGS
Tomorrow should be better than today was. Not that today was bad, I just feel bored, tired, and I want to get angry for some reason. To fight, verbally of course, and not give a shit.
But I'm getting paid, So I should be able to get something for my friends. I will get them something! Even if it's just cookies or something. I'll get them something. Yeah, Sugar cookies sound good right now. Mmmmm.....
But I really just want to curl up in bed with someone and sleep for a VERY long time. And escape to the dream world, no matter how weird it may get. Or listen to Eighteen Visions. I need some screaming right now. That whole Silence Of The Lambs movie is playing over and over in my head right now, making me a little unnerved. But longing for some Lestat.
Yeah, I just need escape right now. I kind of wish nobody (especially Parker) cared, so I could cut. But I won't do that. I wouldn't. I don't want to lose him for good, and my life too. That's just not what I want or need right now.
Damn it, I have homework. Fuck.
But I'm getting paid, So I should be able to get something for my friends. I will get them something! Even if it's just cookies or something. I'll get them something. Yeah, Sugar cookies sound good right now. Mmmmm.....
But I really just want to curl up in bed with someone and sleep for a VERY long time. And escape to the dream world, no matter how weird it may get. Or listen to Eighteen Visions. I need some screaming right now. That whole Silence Of The Lambs movie is playing over and over in my head right now, making me a little unnerved. But longing for some Lestat.
Yeah, I just need escape right now. I kind of wish nobody (especially Parker) cared, so I could cut. But I won't do that. I wouldn't. I don't want to lose him for good, and my life too. That's just not what I want or need right now.
Damn it, I have homework. Fuck.