Life, Or Something Like It...
My life is truly whirling around me now, and it seems like I'm being left behind in it's wake. So many things are happening, everywhere around me. It's like going at a pinata- slap a blindfold on, spin around a dozen times, and come out swinging. It really sounds cliche, but I'm going into my second year of college, and I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Most of the people around me seem to have their shit in line, to have a path laid out in front of them. I'm not saying that they have it all made, or had it handed to them; in fact, it's quite the opposite- they've worked hard, and are just now coming to the culmination of their work.
College is where I want to be right now. But that's as far as I can see. I don't know why I'm AT college. It's like i'm only there to be there, to fulfill an expectation from my family. I'm just going through the motions.
I have dreams, I have ideas, I have goals. I also have skills, abilities and an awful lot of God-given talent. It seems such a shame to me to not have a path.
It's like I've wasted what I've been given.
College is where I want to be right now. But that's as far as I can see. I don't know why I'm AT college. It's like i'm only there to be there, to fulfill an expectation from my family. I'm just going through the motions.
I have dreams, I have ideas, I have goals. I also have skills, abilities and an awful lot of God-given talent. It seems such a shame to me to not have a path.
It's like I've wasted what I've been given.