update
ok livejournal i'm sorry it hasbeen so long but i have something to update today.
i wish it was better times but it is not. As the snow falls i was woken up this morning by my cell phone ringing. My car had stopped working wenesday night when i was trying to visit my mom at her boyfriends as she just got two new hips and is recoving. Anyway the call was from the shopm turns out my engine has broken and they can't find one for the car nor do i feel like spending around 3 grand (parts labour tax) plus whatever else they may need to do to fix it. So i gue the mx-3 is dead and so i was thinking about what to do. I could look for another car (have been on auto-trader this morning) or my mom said she would co-sign if i wanted a new yaris for like 200 a month. I don't really want a yaris but am going to take the weekend to think it over. I do have money saved but i also have tuition due in january and was planning on taking some summer courses to get my degree. As upsetting as i think i should be I'm strangely not. I think it is because for some reason i have the strange belief that everything will work out; wow the steps of grieving were quick this time. I just don't know what i want to do in order for this to work out. THe bus service as i remember sucks.......well balls and i really only have a causual part-time job though i have thought about leaving it for some time for something better. I think i will try to find a better job then purchase a car. new used lease i dunno. My mom would defenetly co-sign a loan for me, and i guess at my stage in life this is what i could (and i can't stress the word "could" enough).
What will i do, well from readin this post you should have a pretty good idea already that i have no clue. I feel like i'm in that comercial where they are trying to send the box from here to germany (either Ups or FedEx i forget). I have bought two turntables and a mixer for $900 bucks and i look forward to it but at the same tiem i wonder if everything will go to shit (my finalcial situation) now that i am looking for a car. Last time i wanted a car I had the money and it took 3 days to find one (and no the car was not a lemon a bunch of stuff some of which was in my control some not has lead us to this point).
I am lucky i have such good supports in my life that whatever i choose i know that it will work out. I am going to call my mom back and talk to some more. I am so glad my mom and i are on speaking turns and jen i would text you (but as i am trying to save money) i will call you areound 12:30 since i don't know when your done with the assembly today at your work. I love two ladies in my life thank-god one is my mom and the other is my jen or i could really be in trouble ;) lol.
i know i my spelling is horrendous....horendos..whorendous... well whatever but if you read this far and have something more to say then "that sucks but you'll be alright" feel free to write it below or give me a call....wait even if you have that to say/ write let me know ;) lol see i can't even make that decision. :p
o god..
when it snows it blizzards am i right??
anway that is all i feel like writing now i will keep you infromed i am sure.
simon.
i wish it was better times but it is not. As the snow falls i was woken up this morning by my cell phone ringing. My car had stopped working wenesday night when i was trying to visit my mom at her boyfriends as she just got two new hips and is recoving. Anyway the call was from the shopm turns out my engine has broken and they can't find one for the car nor do i feel like spending around 3 grand (parts labour tax) plus whatever else they may need to do to fix it. So i gue the mx-3 is dead and so i was thinking about what to do. I could look for another car (have been on auto-trader this morning) or my mom said she would co-sign if i wanted a new yaris for like 200 a month. I don't really want a yaris but am going to take the weekend to think it over. I do have money saved but i also have tuition due in january and was planning on taking some summer courses to get my degree. As upsetting as i think i should be I'm strangely not. I think it is because for some reason i have the strange belief that everything will work out; wow the steps of grieving were quick this time. I just don't know what i want to do in order for this to work out. THe bus service as i remember sucks.......well balls and i really only have a causual part-time job though i have thought about leaving it for some time for something better. I think i will try to find a better job then purchase a car. new used lease i dunno. My mom would defenetly co-sign a loan for me, and i guess at my stage in life this is what i could (and i can't stress the word "could" enough).
What will i do, well from readin this post you should have a pretty good idea already that i have no clue. I feel like i'm in that comercial where they are trying to send the box from here to germany (either Ups or FedEx i forget). I have bought two turntables and a mixer for $900 bucks and i look forward to it but at the same tiem i wonder if everything will go to shit (my finalcial situation) now that i am looking for a car. Last time i wanted a car I had the money and it took 3 days to find one (and no the car was not a lemon a bunch of stuff some of which was in my control some not has lead us to this point).
I am lucky i have such good supports in my life that whatever i choose i know that it will work out. I am going to call my mom back and talk to some more. I am so glad my mom and i are on speaking turns and jen i would text you (but as i am trying to save money) i will call you areound 12:30 since i don't know when your done with the assembly today at your work. I love two ladies in my life thank-god one is my mom and the other is my jen or i could really be in trouble ;) lol.
i know i my spelling is horrendous....horendos..whorendous... well whatever but if you read this far and have something more to say then "that sucks but you'll be alright" feel free to write it below or give me a call....wait even if you have that to say/ write let me know ;) lol see i can't even make that decision. :p
o god..
when it snows it blizzards am i right??
anway that is all i feel like writing now i will keep you infromed i am sure.
simon.