How long has it been since I posted here?
I think it's been over a year since I wrote anything here. I mostly post on Caffeinated goodness and rant about whatever I like...
Well I'll write this on here.
Aside from being scared out of my mind about being on the other side of the world I have stuff back home in Canada I have to deal with as well. Hector isn't in good health and Bethany has been sick with God knows what for a week. So worrying about that and working with 50 screaming Kindergarteners who don't speak englich only raises my blood pressure about 200%. Thank God for cheap internet access, a friend over here, and english TV programs. Although L&O, CSI, and Monk only half turn my crank.
One of my friends in Canada thinks I'm worth less than dirt and I'm pretty sure he thinks I had this all planned from the start... yeah I planed for the starter to cost 400$ to fix and the glow plugs to die in my car. I intentionally said yeah I'll run up 600$ in bills then stick James with it, that's logical, oh and my intention to borrow $1500 from Easyhome was to have aparty with the money not be still unable to get my head above water. My plan is to have my bills paid off in Canada when I get back. That includes personal debts to friends. I'm not buying a fancy car or a house...
The truth is I'm scared about this year and the next... I mean I won't have a job In Canada when I come back. I'll have a month or so to get one... that is if they don't offer the lease to James for my apartment (which expires in May). Where will my family live if I can't get a job? What if I can't get into an education program... do we come back here and I work with pre-schoolers for the rest of my life wile I live in a shoebox sized apartment?
It's not horrible over here... I'm just freaking out cause I have 20,000 Won left... 18,000 after I'm done here at the PC BANG and no extra cash in sight for at least 2 months. Maybe my boss will be nice and only deduct half of Bethany's plane ticket this month so I'll have more than 800,000 Won to work with.