Jun 30, 2003 11:35
yeah so miss AMANDA SUSAN BICKLER is becoming a looser i can feel it!!!!!
okay so this morning my lovely father found an old pack of ciggs in my car and oh man im so glad that they wern't mine because i quit smoking awhile ago. but you know i really havent talked to him about it really to the full extent that im sure he would like to talk to me about it. but you know its all good i cant get grounded because they wern't mine so its all good but yeah im a HUGE looser i have like 10 friends and i lost a really good friend to another friend of theirs so now i only have 2 GREAT friends that i can really tell like everything to. but none of them have been there really through hard times so i guess you could say that i really dont have any friends that i feel i can freely fall back on during hard times but you know what are you gonna do. i cant change them and they cant change me so i dont know whats going on i guess im just confused with who i really am and who my REAL friends are.