2006...Wow
Man I can not believe it is already 2006.. looking back 4 years ago I did not see myself at this point in my life. I am finally on my last semester here at college. I have learned so much here about life, love, and of course environmental science. So much has changed these past few years. The friendship I had back in high school I still have they have just evolved into a new kind of friendship. I know they are all there to look to for support and to hang out once in awhile. So much has changed and now I would love just to have a simple life where we could just go to borders and not have to think about things such as the real world and finding a job..But as it is those days are slowly coming to an end. Soon enough there is going to be a whole new begining in my life, one that I am looking forward to embracing and enjoying. Engagement, moving in together, marriage..the whole deal. Looking at it from one perspective I am ready to take it on and begin the next part of the journey. On the other hand I look at myself and say damn I am only 21, I feel so young. But marriage at this age is not uncommon. There is just something scary about unhooking myself from the safety nets that you have when you are still living with your parents. I guess this is all just what we go through in our first big steps of moving out and such. But for now it is getting late and I have a long day tomorrow of going to class then Harrisburg to pick up some monitor for my heart or something. I am really hoping that nothing is wrong.. but I guess it is best to find out and make sure.