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[bicie]

I'm actually posting! I had a REALLY good day at work today and I don;t know why...I mean, I like my job, but its a job, they aren't supposed to make you come home squeeing because you're so happy. And it was just little things. I had twelve customers, for example, and they were all so nice to me! And a woman liked the pictures I took of her daughter SO much she wanted the website so that she could order them online. Anyway, I got so many compliments today and it made me wonder if perhaps I have found m,y calling in life. I had like, four customers tell me how great my pictures looked and that I am talented. I'm bragging now, I think, but really, it was so flattering...Like when someone gives you a compliment on your shirt and you just want to wear it everyday because someon thinks you look nice. I just really needed some reassurance today and I got it. Someone must love me :) Also, I seriously think I have arachnophobia...and its easy to see why, spiders are scary...but! I went into my rrom last night and there was a HUGE spider on the wall, and he was black and HUGE!! So I got a shoe out of my closet and went to go smash it, only...I froze. I seriosly got like a foot from it and my heart started racing and I just froze! I ended up throwing the shoe at it. which only put it into defensive mode. It curled up into a little ball and played dead...then it started to move. So I got the broom...I figured...longer handle, less of a chance for the dang thing to leap off of the wall and bite me...so I proceeded to "smash" my little scary friend with said brrom, only to find that Mr. Spider enjoys riding on brooms. I shook the broom, freaking out as I did so...seriously, you would think the spider had been on my foot or something. So then the spider goes flying off of the broom into my stuffed animals, and I wasn't about to go searching through them for him. So I figured I would let him be...Only I was like glancing at the floor every five minutes to make sure he hadn't crept out yet...I found him on the wall again this morning...I smashed him, and now I'm paranoid that all of his little family members are going to attack me...

So...yeah...Thats my life...