ugh.
i'm so full from dennys tonight.
kristin, liz, trigger and i went to dennys and altogether ordered like a nine course meal.
i love all of them so much.
much more than i realize alot of the time, i'm so thankful to have them all.
so today, i slept until 3:30, and didn't go to work--mainly because i didn't think i had to work, but even if i did, i don't know how i would have survived if i didnt even wake up until 3:30.
at dennys i had coffee, pie, and dr. pepper. so i obviously won't be sleeping anytime soon either.
jon went home today. i've already talked to him a few times, i'm going to miss that boy alot during the next month. it's gonna be hard. once i get my car back on the road, i'm going to try and visit him though, so that should be really fun. hopefully it'll happen.
i talked to paul today too, he said he missed me already, i miss him too. those boys are like family now.
so today i was thinking, after i woke up, you know. and i need to do something with my life.
i was talking to jon and just freaking out about how i haven't read a book in forever. my brain is just rotting and about to fall out of my head.
so the plan is, i'm going to save all of the money i can aside from paying bills and paying my mom back for school and everything.
and i'm moving in time to start school in the fall. so probably early/mid august.
this spring and summer i'm goign to just go to random states with colleges and see which one i like the best, and i'm moving there. completely starting over, and i hope it'll be amazing. i need to grow up, and i need to do something with my life. i'm completely wasting away in canandaigua and its not doing anything but destroying me. i hate everything, and i know a change of scenery would change everything around.
thats bascially all i have to say. okay.
i have to work tomorrow morning, so i better sleep sometime tonight. ack.
kristin, liz, trigger and i went to dennys and altogether ordered like a nine course meal.
i love all of them so much.
much more than i realize alot of the time, i'm so thankful to have them all.
so today, i slept until 3:30, and didn't go to work--mainly because i didn't think i had to work, but even if i did, i don't know how i would have survived if i didnt even wake up until 3:30.
at dennys i had coffee, pie, and dr. pepper. so i obviously won't be sleeping anytime soon either.
jon went home today. i've already talked to him a few times, i'm going to miss that boy alot during the next month. it's gonna be hard. once i get my car back on the road, i'm going to try and visit him though, so that should be really fun. hopefully it'll happen.
i talked to paul today too, he said he missed me already, i miss him too. those boys are like family now.
so today i was thinking, after i woke up, you know. and i need to do something with my life.
i was talking to jon and just freaking out about how i haven't read a book in forever. my brain is just rotting and about to fall out of my head.
so the plan is, i'm going to save all of the money i can aside from paying bills and paying my mom back for school and everything.
and i'm moving in time to start school in the fall. so probably early/mid august.
this spring and summer i'm goign to just go to random states with colleges and see which one i like the best, and i'm moving there. completely starting over, and i hope it'll be amazing. i need to grow up, and i need to do something with my life. i'm completely wasting away in canandaigua and its not doing anything but destroying me. i hate everything, and i know a change of scenery would change everything around.
thats bascially all i have to say. okay.
i have to work tomorrow morning, so i better sleep sometime tonight. ack.