Don't worry be happy
Start of rant.
I'm so thankful to be where I am right now. So at peace and not forced to do anything I don't want to. One thing's for sure is I am not in an environment that I hated so much, and not for a long time (4 years prolly). Hated being surrounded by people whose hobby is to make people's lives miserable and who likes to be hated. What did they ever go through to be able to lead such sad lives like that? Finding happiness in somebody else's misery? Like will I be the same after working for years? Or are they just undergoing some shitty mid-life crisis phase in their lives? Or is it just this place that I'm living in? The people are just so different where I was from and where I'm in right now. Like I was influenced to be such a shitty person but right now I'm happy, you can easily find me laughing, I don't have to pretend to be matured or anything. Not that I'm immature, but I felt that I constantly need to please people and behave in a certain way to fit in and be looked up to. And I thought secondary school was over. Adult life is worst. If you don't bother about people and suck up and shit, then you'd be hated and you'll find happiness in that? I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU CREATURES.
End of rant.
I'm so thankful to be where I am right now. So at peace and not forced to do anything I don't want to. One thing's for sure is I am not in an environment that I hated so much, and not for a long time (4 years prolly). Hated being surrounded by people whose hobby is to make people's lives miserable and who likes to be hated. What did they ever go through to be able to lead such sad lives like that? Finding happiness in somebody else's misery? Like will I be the same after working for years? Or are they just undergoing some shitty mid-life crisis phase in their lives? Or is it just this place that I'm living in? The people are just so different where I was from and where I'm in right now. Like I was influenced to be such a shitty person but right now I'm happy, you can easily find me laughing, I don't have to pretend to be matured or anything. Not that I'm immature, but I felt that I constantly need to please people and behave in a certain way to fit in and be looked up to. And I thought secondary school was over. Adult life is worst. If you don't bother about people and suck up and shit, then you'd be hated and you'll find happiness in that? I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU CREATURES.
End of rant.