Oct 02, 2005 23:09
recently i have learned so much about myself its great.
unfortunatley i had to learn these lessons through alot of conflicts with my frinds but it was all worth it.
you really learn who your true friends are in times like these.
to my friends who i have talked to, i cant say this enough but im sorry. i made selfish mistakes and if i could go back i would never have made those choices unfortunatly you can only go forward in life. thankfully i learn from my mistakes and i will never make those same mistakes again. i have grown so much from all of this and i love you all so much. i cant express how happy i am that we all talked.
to those of you and you know who you are, its upsetting to think that after everything that we have been through that you just dip out of a friendship.
i hope that if people hear things about me whether it be what i say or what i do, i would really like it if you come to me to ask questions and discuss things. dont just sit there and let the level of your anger and aggrevation elevate to an unnecessary level. if you come to me and say "i need to talk to you" i will gladly sit down and listen to whatever you have to dish
i value my friends. i pick my friends really carefully so i dont like losing any of them each and every one of you are a big part of my life and losing a friend really hurts