Wake Me Up When September Ends
so yesterday was one month
i just love how he remembers to call me back, do i mean as much to him as he says i do?
where are we headed in this world?
are we destin to be together once again?
when will i know?
my heart cant stand it anymore
im going crazy
sittin here wondering
what your next move is going to be
will you tell me you need me in your life
or to leave and never come back?
ive been thinking alot lately and -you- have changed me for the better in so many ways more then you will ever know. it kills me to wonder where our "relationship" is going. will we have one again? i pray so hard that we will. its going to kill me inside if we dont. you mean the world to me. believe it or not more then zack ever did (in a romantic way). brittany and i were talking today and she realized it too, i am more of myself around -you- then i have ever been around anybody. i have a sense of self confidence that i didnt have before. i feel better about myself and im not afraid to be me. when your not with me i am always thinking about you wondering if you are thinking of me too. you are the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time and that scares me. i have never felt so comfortable around anybody in my life. im dying inside wondering to know if you feel the same way about me. if you dont feel the same then please save my heart from this torment and leave now before any more damage is caused. im begging of you let your feelings be known. it scares me to think that i am -SO- comfortable around you. i have such a trust in you,such an extreme amount of trust that i have told you things that i have never told any other guy. you are the only one that intrigues me, and makes me think differently about things.
and im still sitting her waiting for you to call...will you call?
my mind is stirring with questions that i am dying to ask but im afraid of the awkwardnes that could come from my asking you, so i sit here alone in my room with all these questions floating in my head making me crazy.
boys need to have little cartoon captions above their heads telling us girls what they really mean when they say/do something or act a certain way. oh yeah and the cartoon captions need to tell us what they are thinking as well. *sigh* if only it were -that- easy :(
im going to give you the benefit of the doubt like i always do, you must have fallen asleep because you were really tired from work.
i wish you would just go to homecoming with me it would make me the happiest ever, but im not going to ask you again because i did that last year with brandon and he wound up ruining my night and leaving early, id rather you be happy doing something that you love to do then being miserable doing something just to see me happy. so i will bite my tongue and silence my constant talking about homecoming.
i go to sleep thinking of you
i have wonderful dreams of you
i awaken thinking of you once again
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
last night at dinner you really pist me off, you were all over those two girls who are barely considered teenagers. oh the best part of the night is when you started talking about your luck with girlfriends "all of my girlfriends have either cheated on me, were really mean, or they were sluts." i resent that i was nothing but nice to you. again im going to let that slide because i know how you get when you are tired. you speak without thinking and you really need to work on that.
well lets see i called you at 7:45, you had to run to the store for your mom at 8, you said that you would call me right back
its now 9:27 and im -STILL- waiting.
i just love how you remember me.
When somebody loved me everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. And when he was sad I was there to dry his tears. And when he was happy so was I. When he loved me. Through the summer and the fall we had each other, that was all. Just he and I together, like it was meant to be. And when he was lonely I was there to comfort him. And I knew that he loved me. So the years went by. I stayed the same, but he began to drift away I was left alone. Still I waited for the day when he'd say "I will always love you." Lonely and forgotten, never thought he'd look my way. And he smiled at me and held me just like he used to do. Like he loved me. When he loved me. When somebody loved me everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. When he loved me...
i want you so bad its not even funny
♥♥Jesse's Girl ♥♥
Jesse is a friend, yeah, I know he's been a good friend of mine
But lately something's changed that ain't hard to define
Jesse's lost his girl and I want to make him mine
And I'm watching him with those eyes
And I'm lovin' him with that body, I just know it
Yeah 'n' he's holding me in his arms late, late at night
You know, I wish that I was Jesse's girl
I wish that I was Jesse's girl
When can I be Jesse's girl?
I play along with the charade, there doesn't seem to be a reason to change
You know, I feel so ecstatic when we start talking cute
I wanna tell him that I like him, but the point is probably mute
'Cause I'm watching him with those eyes
And I'm lovin' him with that body, I just know it
And he's holding me in his arms late, late at night
You know, I wish that I was Jesse's girl
I wish that I was Jesse's girl
When can I be Jesse's girl?
Jesse's girl, I wish that I was Jesse's girl
When can I be Jesse's girl?
And I'm lookin' in the mirror all the time, wondering what he don't see in me
I've been funny, I've been cool with the lines
Ain't that the way love supposed to be
Tell me, where can I find a man like that
You know, I wish that I was Jesse's girl, I wish that I was Jesse's girl
I wanna be Jesse's girl, when can I find a man like that, like
Jesse, I wish that I was Jesse's girl, I want, I wanna be Jesse's girl